Hey there y'all!Alright,all of you people must be pissed off at me for not replying y'calls,texts and stuffs,not going for outing even once during this holiday season oh and also during my bday period.I apologize for that.

Well,if you dont know,i'm at Kota Kemuning now.Bet no one knows exactly where the hell is Edmund.I've totally lost contact with everyone since mid of November i think.

So here i am.Finally started to blog again.

Previously in my post i wrote about something bad happened to one of my family member,remember?

so here is how the story goes..

It was a few days after my birthday which was on 15th Nov,when SHE started to got sick and stuff.During my newborn nephew's fullmonth dinner(same day as my bday),SHE was still alright.Until after a few days,SHE was slowly loosing her appetite and started to complain about how nausea SHE felt looking at those food.

It was until then SHE started to feel weak and kept on wanting to sleep and rest on her bed.We thought it must be having no food inside of her,which makes her no energy.Dad and i tried to get buy her some food that she doesnt normally eat(like oatmeal,porridge instead of kuayteow and stuff) but once SHE ate them,SHE started to choke and puke all of em out.Every single time we fed her,she coughed(cought?wtf) and puked them out.o lord.

SO we thought,it was about time we seek for help.Dad and i lifted HER from the second floor (this was when my PBSM skills comes handy) to the car and off we went to the nearest clinic only to hear the doctor saying "HER situation is FATAL,SHE cant even lift her own neckbone!"

I'm already half-dead inside,seriously.

So off we go again searching for professional help and this time it was to Sunway Medical Centre.

After sending her to the emergency ward,we waited for hours for whatever we can hear from the doctors.Results are her sodium(salt) was too low which makes her weak,like totally no energy.You guys better check your blood thingy.

On the first day,one of the doctor told us "you guys have to be ready".

He told us that in cantonese,as in "ready the San Hou Si"wtf.

I dont think that is the first thing you should say to your patient's family members.

But in that kind of situation,all of us sobbed like mad.

Then comes another doctor,who looked waaaaay more pro and told us

"It's because SHE had a Radiation 18 years ago,which causes side effects to the other organs of

her body.She cant swallow her food properly is because her throat had shrink.

So we had to check whether is that some food stuck in her throat or is it Cancer."

After a few days,they sent her to a surgery ward to check it.

Trust me,i prayed like 2000 times during that 3 days.

Result was it was not cancer,only shrinking.Thank god hallelujah.

Always that creepy.

Since her sodium is not high enough,she had to stay in the hospital until it the sodium level reach normal state.Dad and i stayed in the hospital for 10 days.yes,10 friggin days.

I dont really know what happened to the outside world for the whole ten days.

Dad and i took turns to sleep each and every night since the room can only fit one more extra bed.

If you dont know,SHE is a nose cancer survivor.

A Singapore Doctor said Nose cancer patient normally can only live for another 5 years.

Guess what,SHE is such a fighter and lived for 18 years.

SHE is my MUM.

Mum is now in better condition and got discharged from the hospital for more than 3 weeks.

After a few sessions of medical check up,doctors said she is getting better.

There is still one minor surgery she have to go through maybe around after christmas.

If you really do care,please pray for my mum.

Thanks in advance.

I didnt exaggerate this,but it's like God gave her a second chance to live.

(You dont know what she told me on the hospital bed aite.)

Thats about it.I dont really want to recap the whole thing now.

It's so freaking scary.

So that was what i've been doing for the whole MIA month.

Taking care of my mother.